The unattainable beauty was driven to depravity and madness by a wicked seed.

Chapter 39 It Hurts a Little

Shen Qinghuai went to class in the afternoon, and Lu Sui stayed in the apartment by himself. Before leaving, he repeatedly told Lu Sui not to touch the knife or spatula in the kitchen, and to go to the bedroom to sleep if he was sleepy, and not to stay on the balcony.

In short, he was worried, so he carried Lu Sui to the bed, picked up the remote to adjust the air conditioner mode, and set it to dehumidify continuously. Seeing that Lu Sui was staring at him, he suddenly had the urge to not go to school. He squatted down by the bed and kissed Lu Sui on the face. "I'll be back around six o'clock."

Lu Sui remained silent, and Shen Qinghuai said, "You didn't sleep well last night, so take some more sleep."

He left only after Lu Sui closed his eyes.

When he came back in the evening, he hugged Lu Sui on his lap again and asked him what he had done in the afternoon. Lu Sui said he had drawn pictures. Shen Qinghuai asked if he could watch them himself, and Lu Sui said no.

At nine o'clock, Shen Qinghuai went to Lu Sui's bedroom and asked, "Are we going to sleep together from now on?"

Lu Sui's eyelashes trembled slightly, and he gave a soft "hmm." Shen Qinghuai removed the silicone patch from his lower back and went to take a shower. He went with him, and after showering, Shen Qinghuai applied some Vitamin E lotion to his scars.

At 9:30, Lu Sui was held in Shen Qinghuai's arms and kissed. After that, Lu Sui obediently looked up and hooked his fingers around Shen Qinghuai's waistband. Shen Qinghuai suddenly stopped kissing, "Not today, you haven't recovered yet."

"You sleep with me, isn't that because you want to... you know?" Lu Sui asked, puzzled.

Shen Qinghuai's Adam's apple bobbed, and he hugged Lu Sui tighter, asking him, "When did you start having these thoughts?"

"Isn't that right?"

"wrong."

"Last night."

Lu Sui didn't intend for it to happen a second time last night. He hugged Shen Qinghuai's waist just to get more comfort because Shen Qinghuai seemed so different back then. But when Shen Qinghuai asked, he nodded. Then Shen Qinghuai became even more different, asking if he could sleep with him. He asked again just now. Isn't that what he meant?

So slow.

Lu Sui said, "Not too long, I..."

He tightened his grip on his fingers and then said, "It hurts a little."

When Lu Sui first told Shen Qinghuai that she was in pain, she felt extremely embarrassed and frowned, asking, "What exactly—"

"No." Shen Qinghuai ruffled Lu Sui's hair, his magnetic, husky voice, still soft from the kiss, was gentle. "I simply want to hold you and sleep together. It's not something that has to happen between lovers. It's just about seeking pleasure when the mood is right. I won't make you feel worse when you're clearly in pain. The difference between humans and animals is that humans can control their desires."

"Lu Sui, did you understand?"

I didn't understand.

What does it mean when the atmosphere is right?

Shen Qinghuai patted Lu's back gently, "It's okay if you don't understand, you'll gradually understand in the future. Where does it hurt? Let me see."

He only knew that it wasn't mid-month, but he didn't know if there was any stone skin.

"No." Lu Sui stopped hooking her arm around Shen Qinghuai's waistband and instead grabbed her own. "You're not allowed to look."

Chen Jingmo opened the door and took the package from the deliveryman, gave him a 200 yuan tip, went to the bathroom, and when he came out, the blanket on Shi Qianqiu had fallen to the ground. Chen Jingmo stood not far away watching.

Finally, he went over, picked up the quilt, patted it, and put it on the bed. He turned on the lamp, knelt on the carpet next to the sofa, and started to unbutton Shi Qianqiu's clothes. He didn't do anything else until he had unbuttoned them all. When he looked up, he saw Shi Qianqiu looking at him. His gaze was unfocused, and he was breathing heavily, his chest heaving.

Chen Jingmo went to find the tie to blindfold Shi Qianqiu. When he was sober, he was too timid, so he drank the rest of the drink.

What happened next was predictable. In short, neither of them was in a daze. Chen Jingmo was somewhat rational at first, but when Shi Qianqiu kissed him, he lost all sense of reason. He only knew to hug Shi Qianqiu, chase after her, beg for kisses, and cry for kisses, even when his lips were bitten and bled.

Chen Jingmo had somehow ripped off Shi Qianqiu's tie and left it around her neck. He didn't bother to tie it back up for her. As soon as Shi Qianqiu straightened up, he pulled the tie off her neck. He just wanted to be kissed, whether lightly or heavily, it didn't matter.

Later, Chen Jingmo accidentally pulled the lamp cord, and the room suddenly went dark. Overwhelmed with emotion, he asked Shi Qianqiu with red eyes, "Turning the light off is fine, isn't it?"

Shen Qinghuai still looked at it and applied some medicine to Lu Sui's groin.

The next day, the sun was shining brightly. From today onwards, the temperature would only get higher and higher. Shen Qinghuai took the wing-shaped clothes rack to the balcony and unfolded it. He went to the bedroom to remove the three-piece bedding set and hung the quilt on the clothes rack to dry. He threw the three-piece bedding set into the washing machine. After coming out, he couldn't find Lu Sui. He called out several times but no one answered. Just as he was about to make a phone call, he heard the sound of a snack bag being opened.

Lu Sui sat in the gap between the quilt and the clothes rack on the balcony, eating chocolate corn pudding. His exposed body was just hidden by the recliner, so Shen Qinghuai couldn't see him from this angle.

Click.

Click, click.

Just as they were enjoying their meal, Shen Qinghuai pulled back the covers and asked, "Why aren't you answering me?"

He found it amusing to see Lu Sui holding snack bags in both hands, and said, "I won't take them from you."

"You might say I eat snacks first thing in the morning."

"Yes, you guessed right."

"You won't let me eat." Lu Sui maneuvered the low stool on the rollers, moving it away from Shen Qinghuai. Shen Qinghuai grabbed his ankle and slowly pulled him closer. "Let me eat, come out and eat."

"You're lying to me."

"I'm not lying to you, sweetie, come out. Don't you like sunbathing? There's no sun in here."

Lu Sui said, "I only like to let the sun shine on my lower back."

But now the scar has been treated and it doesn't hurt much anymore.

Seeing that he was happy, Shen Qinghuai said softly, "Then you eat, and after you finish, come out and drink some honey water. Then I'll comb your hair, okay?"

Lu Sui nodded, fed Shen Qinghuai a piece, and then moved the low stool back.

Shen Qinghuai went to make soy milk, adding rice, purple rice, black rice, sesame seeds, walnuts, and peeled red dates. He also fried eggs and heated up steamed buns. Peeking out from the kitchen, he saw Lu Sui come out, washed his hands, and went out to hand the cup to Lu Sui so he could hold it and drink. He then took a comb and tied Lu Sui's hair.

I suddenly remembered the group chat I accidentally joined last time, where someone asked, "Should I wear a low ponytail or a high ponytail today?"

"You want to see a high ponytail," Lu Sui said.

"I... um, I want to see." Shen Qinghuai wanted to argue a little, but he told the truth in less than a second.

Lu Sui nodded, drank a few sips of honey water, and put the cup on the table. Shen Qinghuai said that drinking more water is good for your health, so Lu Sui picked it up and drank some more. Following the tutorial, he tied Lu Sui's hair into a high ponytail, used a thin black hair clip to secure it, and pulled down some of the red hair on both sides of his forehead.

"It's very beautiful." Shen Qinghuai praised, and after praising him, he couldn't help but pinch Lu Sui's face and straighten his shirt collar.

Lu Sui lightly tossed his hair, and Shen Qinghuai took out a puzzle box from his bag and gave it to Lu Sui, saying that he was going to cook and that he should play with it first.

Lu Sui got angry. "I'm not a three-year-old."

He carried the puzzle back to his makeshift secret base under the balcony, read the instructions, disassembled the puzzle, and emptied all the pieces. A complete picture fell out, showing a rose. "...So ugly."

Shen Qinghuai heard his words, laughed, and went to wash the iron yam, planning to stir-fry it with the pork cracklings from yesterday noon, and then make scrambled eggs with tomatoes.

Doodle.

Shen Qinghuai received a text message on his phone from the nutritionist he had hired. The nutritionist said that he would come to Lu Sui's house tomorrow to take her pulse and check her health. He would first make a menu for next week, and then said that he didn't like cooking at home and felt uncomfortable. He asked if he could cook at home and then deliver the food to her.

Lu Sui didn't like other people coming to his apartment, and Shen Qinghuai agreed. After setting a time with him, they continued cooking.

the other side.

"Chen Jingmo, did you drug me last night?"